Thrive (Addicted Series) by Krista Ritchie & Becca Ritchie

Author:Krista Ritchie & Becca Ritchie [Ritchie, Krista]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: K.B. Ritchie
Published: 2014-07-17T00:00:00+00:00

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0 years : 08 months

April

LOREN HALE

I stand rigid like marble at the base of the staircase. The living room television is turned on, playing a rerun of Princesses of Philly. The episode revolves around the Alps trip where we all played party games and had to endure Julian as well as Scott.

Rose sits on the couch, her computer on her lap and her eyes flitting to the television. She doesn’t notice me lingering.

“Haven’t you already seen this episode?” I ask. She doesn’t turn around to acknowledge my presence, which pounds another ounce of remorse into me. I haven’t confronted her about what I did after they accused me of drinking. Apologies infiltrate my head. But I always relate “sorry” to a plea for forgiveness. And I don’t know if I want her to forgive me.

Silence hangs in the air and I let out a long breath. Maybe I should just say it anyway. Because I am sorry. I do mean the words.

Before I can open my mouth once more, she finally answers my earlier question, “I’m making a list of how much screen time each Calloway Couture piece has, who wears the garment, and then I’m cross-matching the numbers with sales.”

“How’s it going?” I wonder.

“Surprisingly, the clothes that Lily wears have the most sales, but she also has the most air time, so that’s probably a factor,” Rose tells me.

My eyes lift to the TV, and I see Julian rolling his eyes and taking a sip of beer. Even his virtual presence causes my nerves to fire and my skin to crawl. And yet, I still tolerate him. Is that something we do for the people we care about?

“How can you stand to be around me?” I suddenly ask what’s been plaguing my mind.

Rose shifts in her seat to look over the couch, her gaze meeting mine.

“What do you mean?”

“You hate me,” I say, “but you put up with me for Lily. It must be hard, right?” I’m no easier to be around than this guy. That’s the sad truth that tears at me.

She reads between all the lines, her eyes flitting to the screen and then back to me. “You’re not Julian,” she says like I’m an idiot. “You don’t even come close.”

“I made you cry,” I say, my voice hollow. In her bedroom. I pushed all of her buttons on purpose.

“I forgive you,” she says easily.

“How?”

She’s not soft. She sits up straight with barriers hundreds of feet tall. “Because I know you’ll never forgive yourself,” she says. “Your guilt is punishment enough, don’t you think?”

Maybe. I don’t know. But I do think she knows me too well.

“Anyway, Daisy doesn’t even like Julian. She’s only with him because she’s too scared to dump him and hurt his feelings. We all have a right to dislike him if we collectively know the relationship is doomed.” She pauses. “But you and Lily—you two love each other. It’s not that difficult to put my feelings aside when I can see how happy you make her.

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